~*It's been a while*~

Its been a while since I have had any inspiration to write....that and my life its a constant nonstop get ready and wait game. Work is work and is driving me nuts....but I must be thankful I have a job. We found a house....but it didn't work out....totally bummed right now. But God has his plan for me I guess. The movie script has come to a pause lately....cant seem to get my thoughts and ideas together...but it happens to all the great ones....

~Keep on Rockin'~

~* I love my life*~

Have you ever taken a step back and looked at all the wonderful things in your life? We all tend to dwell on "what could be" or "what I could have done differently." But you cant change the past. You can only learn from it and move on. Everything in your life has meaning. Enjoy it all as if today was your last chance. Even if you don't have all the things you want or if your life isn't exactly where you want it to be....it doesn't matter. Love you life, for you may never know when it all might be taken away.

~*Hard Work*~

I have been working very hard writing out character stories and scripts. But it is all coming along fabulously..I have all my characters created and even have some some parts casted. YAY! I love doing this and I hope my ( and everyone else involved) talent shines through once complete. Of course I have great people in my life helping me along the way. I couldn't do this without them. I hope you all know how much you are appreciated. I cannot wait until this is complete and we get to watch the final product. Hopefully this is just the beginning! Until next time....Keep on Rockin' !!

~*A Good Friend*~

I have a good friend who is always looking for words to inspire me or just try to point me in the right direction when I find myself a little lost. So I am going to share this quote with you that I find fascinating.


It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.
~Author Unknown~

~*Quote for the day!! *~

"The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

*~Getting through the day*~

Sometimes when I am having a bad day, there is a quote that I read and I feel okay again. Some people view it to be something pessimistic or rude. But it helps me so I will share.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to get go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Take it anyway that you wish....but it helps me to understand why things go wrong.

Pondering

Sometimes I wonder why life seems so hard and why everything seems so far fetched. We work so hard only to be disappointed and sometimes we feel that all of our hard work has no point. I always hear someone say that if you work hard you receive great rewards. But how long do you have to work? It seems to come to easy to people who could care less...then there are the group of us that work day in and day out and never get anywhere. When do we get our break?

Thought for the Day!

Edgar Allan Poe once said:

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dreamed before. "

As I read this, I look at my dreams and it all makes sense. Everyone has their dreams but it seems nobody understands how bad we want that dream to come true. You feel so strongly that you feel no one could ever understand. Just remember this, we all have our dreams big and small, so when you decide to finally chase that dream, let nothing stop you. This will be the first day to the rest of your life. Dream BIG...Dream small...it does not matter what you dream, as long as you live it.

What luck!!

So it seems I have more connections than I thought!! My very good friend is from Cali and has a friend thats an agent. She also has a brother in law (ok step brother in law) that is a producer. AAAAAND I have a close family friend that owns a photography studio that will help me with pics for my portfolio. I feel things are closer than ever!! At least I will take the chance and never have to wonder "what might have been." As I always say " What's meant to be will always find a way." I hope I find my way...and I hope you find yours.

My Story

Hi, my name is: Alaex
My eyes are: Sparkley Green
My status is: Married
I wish I was: on the big screen just one time
Currently I am: in desperate need of a break..and a good cry
I love: to be able to sleep in...
Never in my life have I: been given a once in a lifetime chance....
My favorite animal is: an elephant
My favorite color is: pink
When I'm nervous: I pee a lot
The last song I listened to was: There is no telling...Im always listening to music
My hair is: a little whack right now
When I was 4: i was shy ( yeah ME!! do you believe that?)
My mom: is a very selfish person
My dad: has cancer again but we are fighting
Last Christmas: I tried to give my family what they wanted
I should be: trying to audtion somewhere..but life gets in the way
The happiest recent event was: sorry but nothing happy has happened lately
My current annoyance is: my second job
There's this girl I know: who only calls when she needs something
The thing I want to buy is: a house. ( and a black lab but i will adopt that)
If you visited the place I'm from: you would laugh
Most recent thing I've bought myself: new pants.....
Most recent thing someone else bought me was: roller derby tickets
If I was an animal I'd be: a bird so I could fly far far away.
Yesterday I: worked and worked again
Last night I was: working
Tomorrow I am : going to work...again
Tonight I am: going to work
This weekend I am: going to dorians soccer game if its not raining
My favorite piece of jewelry is: besides my wedding ring is my grandfathers wedding band
My favorite shoes: i hate shoes
I am looking forward to: a day off
The one that knows the most about me is: is my sister and husband....

I want to learn

Ok so since I was a little girl I always wanted to be on Broadway!! Then not soon after the realization hit me that " I CANT SING!!" But the passion for being on stage or on the screen never left me. The Dallas area does not seem to offer much when it comes to acting. I have gone to scouting sessions but it all seems fake. I want the REAL chance....But that does not come easy with a husband and family to take care of. I need help from anyone who will give it. What can I do to live my dream and get a chance? I dont care about fame or money. I care about just trying....We all deserve a chance right? And life isnt worth living without chances. I am reaching out to anyone who is willing to help me...Please!!!! Hilarie...I think you are great...You make me believe in myself!! You rock!!